i've been assaulted (verbally&sexually) by multiple men (indian men). i've been threatened and i have so much ptsd and i don't know if it will ever get better.
i can't think, breathe, or even walk (sometimes).
my body is so broken down. i don't feel safe. i just shake and cry in a ball
i hate them (both men&women). it's so much hostility and aggression i'm not going to keep "compartmentalizing"