Returned to a spouse who cheated

I’m 38, with a wonderful young daughter a great job in technology. Even with this pandemic, we’ve been doing ok and not left wanting for anything. My husband and I reconciled our relationship a year ago. I separated from him for 10 months with an intent to divorce him after uncovering his many affairs during my pregnancy. But in the end I decided to take him back and move forward. He has made many many changes to win back my trust. I have made some changes, but honestly I could do more. But I don’t feel the way I use to for him. I love him but it’s not a strong sense of love that I use to have. I now hate the way he chews! 🙄Most days we are awesome, we laugh and enjoy each other’s company. Our child is thriving and happy too. We even talk about potentially expanding the family. But lately I’ve been arguing with him about everything. I feel like I’m losing control of my emotions and I quickly get angry with him and left wondering “Why am I here?”Anyone gone through a similar situation, and decided to stay? What to do! And yes I and we have gone to independent and couples therapy. I am still in sessions albeit paused for the year.