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I am the queen of the pivot. Wherever I see opportunities for my personal or professional growth, I shift gears and move toward that direction. Life is an adventure, and I want to make sure I experience it all with as few regrets as possible.

I have not always been this way.

My first pivot was over 10 years ago. As any good first-generation daughter knows, excelling academically was critical. After undergrad, I went straight into my PhD program, the UK equivalent of getting an MD/PhD. I was going to be a doctor and make my family proud. “Our very own Dr. MacCarthy” - they’d boast. However, I was not being true to myself and my purpose.

Indeed I really enjoyed my studies but if I was being completely honest, I was living to please my family - my accomplishments were to make their sacrifices worthwhile. I was pursuing academia with an imposter syndrome, and felt undeserving and disillusioned.

I decided to take a sabbatical, see more of the world, and get clarity on my direction in life. This trip led to my first pivot.

  • Was it scary to drop out of my PhD program? Yes
  • Did I feel like I was letting my family down? Yes

But I needed to live for myself and make decisions I would have to live with. So, I choose to end my academic career. It was hard. But with grit, hard work, and curiosity I entered the world of International Development. I worked for institutions such as the British Council and GIZ on tech-focused projects with a Pan-African reach. I traveled all over Africa and South-East Asia, meeting key delegates and ministers innovating in education, finance, and energy in their respective countries. Who would have thought dropping out, which at the time caused me great anxiety and doubt, would turn into the adventure of a lifetime?

Then, I pivoted again.

I moved to Germany to raise my son and back to school. You can take the girl out of university but you can’t take the university out of the girl ;). I was inspired by the healthcare-related projects in development and wanted to gain more understanding of the business side of the industry versus the pure technical science I was well versed in. I received my master's and then continued working for the GIZ managing Africa-focused development projects that were both technical and non-technical. I was content living in Germany, but I knew deep in my spirit that this was not it for me. I was comfortable, had stability, and my son was thriving in Germany, but I knew I had more to accomplish.

So, I pivoted.

I packed my bags and moved back to Ghana. This is where I have lived for the past year with my son, building Hiedberg. Hiedberg is a culmination of all my experience and interests to date. I am a CEO, and I get the honor of building and working in a region I’m passionate about. Has it been easy? Nope! Has it been worth it? 100%. Cheers to a new adventure of a lifetime and to fearlessly forging forward.

My tips for being a fearless pivoter are:

  1. Make sure your career goals are aligned with what you want to pursue versus what your community wants you to pursue.
  2. Don’t be afraid to change or start over. Is it scary? Yes, but hard things are worth doing.
  3. Surround yourself with affirmers. Sometimes your ideas might not make sense, but if you believe in them and surround yourself with a support system, you will have the strength to keep going and pursue your dream career through the highs and lows.

My whole life has been getting comfortable with the unknown and being fearless in the face of change and pivoting. Take that leap of faith. A year from now you’ll be glad you did!

Thanks for this. . What lovely timing to read this. I think i am at that moment in my career which probably needs a pivot. Not so much because its not fulfilling to pursue my current path (product marketing) but more due to market reality, industry slowdown & the trend of companies ghosting you! But it does force me to take a step back & understand the purpose of what I am chasing and what I would rather chase for the next 5 years (which hopefully is not affected by external circumstances ). And hopefully drive direct impact in communities, while doing so.But it is scary, exhausting & 2X harder to find that clarity.
I think for many of us, we do take a step back and re-evaluate our lives but then taking that leap of faith to transition into something new or different is daunting...which is a valid feeling. When you look at how fast life goes by, you do wonder "why not now?"...which I do more often these days. I wish you the very best :)
"why not now" - Yes, how true. When else then, right? Makes sense.
The "queen of pivots"...wear that crownπŸ‘‘! My path has not been linear either and it's actually been very dynamic. As we make these changes, it's important to be clear on our why. You may not be sure at first but as we start to make moves, it will start to become more clear. It will prevent us from perpetuating harm, feeling lost or unsatisfied, and allow us to be present. Thank you for sharing this!
I could not have said it better myself Kim! Getting clarity is not always instantaneous however, as you get on with it, you may get clarity. This was very elusive to me until I moved with both feet in this current direction. The only constant is change, and I believe clarity can change too so we should not be too rigid. :)
What an amazing story. I'm working on something new and this is inspiring.
Glad to hear this! I wish you all the success with your something new :)
I was just giving myself a pep talk earlier today and this message has really helped improve my mindset! I have been wanting to pivot my career for years now, but keep letting my insecurities and doubts keep me stagnant. It has taken me some time, but I think I finally have a better idea of what would be more aligned with what I want to do, rather than what people simply expect me to do. Thank you for the words of wisdom and encouragement on a topic that can be very discouraging for many people.
Thank you for sharing. This is beautiful, and it resonates very much with me and how my life has played out so far. I call myself a perpetuate immigrant.