Last month, I started interviewing with my all-time dream company. I got through the first stage and got a project to work on. In their own words, they were very very impressed and wanted to schedule a debriefing with the Head of Marketing and the CEO. The debriefing is the final stage before the reference check and all that. However, that day was terrible for me. There was a huge storm so my internet was crazy, someone from back at home kept calling my mobile and had called me 40 TIMES! So I thought something bad happened back home because of the storm. My anxieties kicked in and I kept stuttering my answers out. In hindsight, I should have rescheduled or reached out immediately after for a second call, but any overthinker here knows that the brain already provided lots of what ifs to counter that! As expected, yesterday, they reached out that they won't be moving forward even though I was in the top 1% because my answers weren't informative enough. I love that company. It is hard to see myself working elsewhere. They have my dream product, my dream team, I would be honored to write for them. I have content plans going as far as Q4 in my head for them. I have wanted this for a long time and it's just gone??? I can't take that. I am about to go and stalk the Head of Marketing on LinkedIn. I need advice before I go overboard. Help!?