I have started a new idea. OPP_JOY with this I have decided to "build in public" but with my life rather than a project or brand.

Insert abject terror for the unmarried (by choice) childless (by choice) only child who was the first of her generation on both sides of her family and is an aesthetic snob who likes order.

This is messy. I am uncomfortable.

Currently exploring what I am willing to give up to get what I think I want. How much are you willing to give up to get what you think you want? Join me. It's going to be fun.