Job Offer was withdrawn
I just need somewhere to vent and cry a bit. I was offered an amazing job opportunity this morning, it was a full time remote position. I'm in the process of moving across the country the end of this month and my start date would've been the 17th. I don't even know why I never mentioned this move in the first stages of interviews but I addressed it with the recruiter when she called to offer me the role and said that they are concerned that I won't be available to get onboarded and assimilated in the job since I would be traveling for two weeks. Writing this out now makes it more painfully obvious how much I messed up and they decided to withdraw my offer, not because of the move but because I was not transparent about this move from the start. They saw it as a red flag. I feel so incredibly stupid that I let this opportunity slip through my fingers because I didn't talk to them about this move, which by the way could've been pushed to another time, which I did tell the recruiter. It doesn't matter now, I basically begged the recruiter on the phone for them to give me another chance. I feel so defeated and back to square one. I know I'll get over this but the fact that I had a job offer this morning and now nothing makes me sick to my stomach. I got in my own way of an amazing opportunity and I just self sabotaged it. Literally a month of 4 interviews and hours of my time and energy down the toilet. Really hating myself right now.