Whew! It has between a month! Between preparing the store for inventory, updating pads for gameplans, and training many new hires, I did not have the energy for coding. And I felt tremendous guilt.The same questions and thoughts kept plaguing my mind:-If you wanted a new career, you would study.-If you can't handle working full-time and studying, do you want it?-Maybe you aren't cut out for this. A real hustler gets up at 5 study until 8 get ready for work at 9, overworks by staying until 630 (even though you are scheduled to leave at 5--gotta finish that project yourself; don't ask for help), go home, eat, working on other coding projects until 11 then fall asleep listening to coding videos on Youtube. {You must not want this} 😓The toxicity is real.... and in my head.In college, I remember learning about the locus of control. Bootcamp is self-paced (a real blessing) so I took advantage of it. I choose to focus on my job because it is my main income. I choose to focus on sleeping and eating as best as possible.In the end, I gave myself grace. And I couldn't be prouder. 😊